LETTER TO GODS AND GODDESSES

Hindus have many Male God(s) as well as Female God(esses). I am not sure of similar structures (pantheon of deities) with in other major faiths.

Faith. What is faith? Is it contextual? But of late I have veered more towards Buddhism. May be, I need to read more of what Sage Nagarjuna has written. But that is in Sanskrit and I no longer possess faculties to comprehend everything written in Sanskrit.

What were my ancestors doing when Sanskrit was used as means of communication? What part of me must act responsibly so that my ancestors are proud of me? Which traditions have persisted over thousands of generations? Which ones have been jettisoned?

Which traditions are contextual? Food. Language. It is all contextual. It begets roots. The square root of negative one will lead to complexity of thought which can only be defined by hyperbolic expressions. Hyperbola. Or should I write it as Hyper Bola. That would be contextual.

If language is contextual and provides rootedness then what else remains? I guess certain properties transcend language. ONE egg will remain ONE egg across all contextual forms. Calcium sodium carbon Sulphur et al also transcend boundaries.

Which boundaries do I need to transcend? I see no corner. I see a circle where in I am forced to repeat myself. Or may be an ellipse which is the vector trajectory disrupting pregnant silences with multitudes of sounds – laughter, songs, simple language of electrons and molecules and the scalar matrix with root of 2 multiplied by N as its eigen value may possibly define the thought that ricochets off the walls of my lungs.

Two different curves define most naturally existing patterns. But ellipse is not one of them. Then why am I forced to be in a trajectory of an ellipse or a circle.

Mr. Tim Cook gets to be the CEO. I find it difficult to earn even 2 square meals. 

What kind of escape velocity will I need to escape this fate? I hope I get some answers.

Cpl N Cirillo

Deepest condolences to his family, friends and fellow soldiers.

What do you want? - I

First week Jan 2009

 

Strange Habits of Supers

When I was at CNR, more than 2 years ago, during the initial period Ama said, work with Pierre. While with P, Pierre said, do write emails – to Sync people for references, to others in the group for information and with in TD to seek help for more information. Accordingly, I wrote emails (specifically said email comes as per wishes of PM) but my writing of email was not liked and the project assigned was again taken away. With Kavi Loga, same thing happened. I again wrote emails – specifically mentioning that it comes with reference from PM. Each time PM was copied. This too was not liked. Waited waited and waited. Now at CanP, M said, why don’t you report the activities. What happens when you are absent or busy and tell me to circle back later- I asked? Please leave detailed notes at my desk. I did the same even when Jenni was Super. Again it was not liked. Now I am not going to leave any notes for any one. I guess my leaving notes or sending emails is a difficult decision. So if any one seeks information, it would be provided by verbal interaction.

Engulfing darkness.

Will the darkness ever dissipate?

HOPE

A constructive day. Full of hope. Light that dispels darkness beacons me.

Sub human mongrel

I forgot. I am a sub human mongrel. I must not analyze markets. I must not review projects. I must not do any analysis of investment opportunities. I must await humiliation.

Evidence- I do not know the reason but various efforts have been made to get evidence indicating that I may have misinterpreted facts. Given this scenario, I have been thinking about the best way to put everyone at ease. The vehicle that I possessed previously had broken down in October 13 and I had sought the help of A1 towing to boost it. Even after that the vehicle went cold on me. It remained static for nearly five months. When the CanPost interview happened I did not have a functional vehicle. Besides, I was instructed to get a SUV for that kind of work. Even last year, (2012 end- 2013 beginning); the previous vehicle had remained static for nearly five months (Oct12 to Feb13), All year long I had hoped to find suitable work and buy something new. Today,I decided to take the plunge and used my credit card to buy the vehicle. Hoping that in either case; it will help me get started on some job by providing me with mobility. Besides this will add to the list of evidence that is being collected. A note to every one - please record this evidence. Will the cameras be removed?