Hindus have many Male God(s) as well as Female God(esses). I
am not sure of similar structures (pantheon of deities) with in other major
faiths.
Faith. What is faith? Is it contextual? But of late I have
veered more towards Buddhism. May be, I need to read more of what Sage
Nagarjuna has written. But that is in Sanskrit and I no longer possess
faculties to comprehend everything written in Sanskrit.
What were my ancestors doing when Sanskrit was used as means
of communication? What part of me must act responsibly so that my ancestors are
proud of me? Which traditions have persisted over thousands of generations?
Which ones have been jettisoned?
Which traditions are contextual? Food. Language. It is all
contextual. It begets roots. The square root of negative one will lead to
complexity of thought which can only be defined by hyperbolic expressions.
Hyperbola. Or should I write it as Hyper Bola. That would be contextual.
If language is contextual and provides rootedness then what
else remains? I guess certain properties transcend language. ONE egg will
remain ONE egg across all contextual forms. Calcium sodium carbon Sulphur et al
also transcend boundaries.
Which boundaries do I need to transcend? I see no corner. I
see a circle where in I am forced to repeat myself. Or may be an ellipse which
is the vector trajectory disrupting pregnant silences with multitudes of sounds
– laughter, songs, simple language of electrons and molecules and the scalar
matrix with root of 2 multiplied by N as its eigen value may possibly define
the thought that ricochets off the walls of my lungs.
Two different curves define most naturally existing
patterns. But ellipse is not one of them. Then why am I forced to be in a
trajectory of an ellipse or a circle.
Mr. Tim Cook gets to be the CEO. I find it difficult to earn
even 2 square meals.
What kind of escape velocity will I need to escape this
fate? I hope I get some answers.